had another enkai last night with the PTA and teachers. The food was better, though i didn't eat that much because it was sort of hard to get to and i didn't want to ask anyone to pass me anything because they all looked like they were having too much fun. I felt a little out of place there. I have felt that in much of the past 5 or six years that i am in an age quandary wherein i do not fit in that much. Either i am surrounded by people who are younger than me or a whole lot older than me. I rarely find people my own age. Even in college i felt that though most of the people i knew and lived with were older than me; i felt a lot more mature than them, or at least i knew how to take care of myself during daily activities a whole lot better. I think that i will only go to one of the enkais from now on during those times. I just feel really out of place at them.
Today i just stayed home to stay out of the coldness. Then i went to Sanpachi for dinner and then to the grocery store. I did pretty well this week on groceries. Going to Sapporo tomorrow for people who speak english, always good.